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For Absent Friends

by Shyloh

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1.
Troi (Troy) 01:35
Oh, that winter snow Love was all I ever heard I still have your note And I'll cherish every word From what I've heard I'm clingy and obsessive I'm so selfish, I can't help it From what I'm told it's better to have lost love Than to've never loved at all And I still have your t-shirt It made its way to California Before I even noticed And you still have my number So give me a call tomorrow So we can finally catch up And I can say goodbye
2.
Try 05:10
Suspended immersion Thrown into an ocean, accusation I don't think about it I just let it happen, who's the victim? And I try to give it all away And I try, but it never leaves my mind Opium addiction Worshiping religion, narcissism Will I make the summer? Waking up hungover, would you miss him? And you try to take it all away And you try, but you'll never take my mind All I see is words unwritten All I'll be is words left broken All I say is words regretted And we'll try to give it all away And we'll try to piece the words together And we'll try, but they'll never leave my mind I don't think about it I just let it happen
3.
Misplaced 05:07
I'm selfish, I'm holy I'm laughing, I'm horny I'm angry, I'm jolly But only outwardly I'm evil in some ways Moreso now than some days I don't care where time goes As long as it goes away I'll love you forever I'll forget you never And we'll be together We'll fall into the ether And though I am miles away I think of you every day The only thing I ask of you Is that you think of me too I'm whining, I'm depressed I'm unraveled, undressed I'm happy, I'm flying I'm smoking, I'm dying I see that you're suffering I see that you're drawing I see you're not talking How could you be so unenthused I'll wait for your response Until then I'll just want Those moments together Before all my bonds fell apart And though you are miles away I think of you now and then The only thing I ask of you is you remember me to Where do I begin?
4.
Chills 10:11
Cold Are my hands As I dig into this land Chills Down my spine From your innocent design Lost and Found I burrow underground Live and Dead I pave the road ahead Far From my home This world I'm cursed to roam Cheat Cheated from death Desiring my last breath Lost and Found I burrow underground Live and Dead I pave the road ahead Soft and Warm preparing for the storm Live or Dead Its meaning leaves my head Far and Wide Light subsides Born and Died Hell confides (gibberish but an octave lower) Far and WIde Light subsides Born and Died Hell confides (uproarious laughter)
5.
Why do I do this to myself? I think I fell in love with you. The only thing is I think you're fucking crazy, but I'm not the only one who talks about the looks you give me every day now whenever I go to the store i need to worry bout my safety But I'm just not the one you want to love You're probably mistaken But I got no other plans so if you want to dance Just lead the way and don't be tripping There is evil behind those eyes. I don't htink that anyone could tell me why I'm the one they look for daily, but there is no way this could be real life. Don't you want some other guy who can protect you and- in general- look after you're well-being? But I'm just not the one you want to love You're probably mistaken But I got no other plans so if you want to dance Just lead the way and don't be tripping But I'm just not the one you want to love You're probably mistaken But I got no other plans so if you want to dance Just lead the way and don't be tripping, now
6.
Xanax 05:32
I've been asleep For the past week And I feel like I am giving up I feel weak Like I can't speak Because I'm done explaining Myself I need to get to you No matter what I do You're killing me, killing me My foot outside your door The beast keeps me alive But when he steps inside It's killing me, killing me Just give me one more bar I barely see The ground beneath My feet but It's still not enough I feel a scream Building in me Because I'm done explaining Myself You make me feel alive But when I look inside You're killing me, killing me My mind fighting two wars And when I'm not with you The things you make me do They're killing me, killing me Just give me some more bars I can't take this Save me from this What have I done? What can be done? Schizophrenia Megalomania If I make it Can I take it? Fits of seizure I can't be sure Sirens calling Vitals falling I can't find a I can't find a pulse
7.
The end is near but life doesn't seem to be over Waiting for some death from above I don't know what would be worse There's no compliance or peace between man and oceans Love between a germ and its host No wars amongst lions The things i've done for sex, and death only comes quicker Figured out the words but they won't fit Which would you prefer She's always fighting the urge to leave nothing behind He's got the eyes that make me- She's always writhing They are rubbing me up and down my own spiral Cascading from where I lie But you will never fall I left you there but you'll never be on your own A lack of money don't make you poor You reaped and never sown The air is cold but your touch has left me colder In five years will I be old Will your binge curb Where I begin is underneath my own ending Just play it back to back again Let the reverb ring

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A mixed bag of music all recorded and produced by Sam Lucero, aka "Shyloh" . From Punk to Doom to Pop to Metal. This is for everyone who helped me get here. For all the absent friends who I left to pursue this dream. This is for you.

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released December 30, 2016

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